It is not Twins!!

I had my first ultrasound today and it was only one baby! What a relief! Twins would have been a true blessing, but financially and emotionally I don't think I was ready at all. But the baby looks awesome! So cute. I got to see the heartbeat and it was moving a little. I get another one in a few weeks. The baby was actually measuring a few days smaller than I am, so I guess I am just expanding quicker this time around. But my due date is still 10/26/2009.

Twins???!!!

Well I went to my first appointment today and I didn't tell her that I was thinking I was having twins. I didn't want her to think I was paranoid. She did most of the talking.
Well these are the things she said to me "How sure of you of your dates" Did you measure big right away with your first baby", "are you sure you gained 12 lbs already", "I have to give you an ultrasound because it might be twins" OMG!!!!! So yeah, ultrasound on Wednesday. She couldn't get a heartbeat yet with the doppler so I have to wait for Wednesday. But she said everything looked good. We will see. I guess I have to mentally prepare myself that this may be twins for real!

OMG

OKay, so I am getting really scared. I am afraid that it is possible I could be having twins! My belly is huge already! My symptoms are horrible. I always feel sick. I am ALWAYS hungry. I eat almost every 1 1/2 hours. Which is SO weird because I feel so sick, but I know if I don't eat when my belly is empty I will feel even worse. I was NEVER this hungry with Braxton. I am eating good stuff, so I know my belly is not getting big because I am eating too much. Believe me I would not be eating if I was not empty. It is just crazy! I don't think I would be able to handle twins. Especially not in this house! OMG. I am freaking out! My appt is not until Monday and I am so nervous! What am I going to do?