Probably TMI, you have been warned.

Ugh. I am just grumpy today. I do have a doctors appt at 2:30. I beleive I will be going every week from now on. But in reality that is only for 2 more weeks because as far as I know I am still having a c-section. We will see what she says.

I really wanted to enjoy this pregnancy. But I am so sick of the sore nipples, leaking nipples, digestive issues, constipation, and now diarrhea. Which is now turned into hemorrhoids. I did not have any hemorrhoid issues with Brax, and I felt very lucky. But I feel a lot of pressure this time in my lower areas. Both of them. She feels so heavy. Sometimes I feel a sharp pain which makes me believe I am dilating. Who knows. Should I even embarrass myself and ask my doctor about it. I wonder if she is even going to check me. She never did with Braxton. The only time I got checked was when I saw a different doctor and she thought I was in early labor because of my symptoms that day. Is that something you ask for. "um doc can you check my cervix today" Too bad there is not an at home cervix checking kit. LOL

So I am 3 weeks away from my c-section date and I am so ready to be done with this huge belly of mine. And I mean huge! I will have to take some pics today. I look like I am smuggling a 10 lbs pumpkin.